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135) Let God out of the box you’re keeping Him in

mount of olives

But David continued up the Mount of Olives, weeping as he went; his head was covered and he was barefoot. (2 Samuel 15:30)

Day 135 reading: 2 Samuel, chapters 13-15

Between today’s scripture reading and another book I am reading by Mark Batterson, “The Circle Maker,” I am all about God’s testing and our response of ultimate faith in our very BIG God! Here, David was trusting the Lord for direction through uncertainty, just as you and I have to do every day, too.

It is too easy to put God into this neat little box that fits just exactly where we think He should be. We bring Him out when we think we need to, but leave Him boxed on our shelves, or in our purse, or our pocket when we’ve got everything under control. Some days we forget how powerful He is, yet how simple our prayers need to be to be heard an answered.

I don’t know how much this book corresponds with today’s scripture reading, but with recent events in the news of child abductions and recovery, and this biblical history of Tamar’s rape by her own half-brother, I believe we all need to step up and surround ourselves in a prayerful wall. Trusting God as we circle around our children, our marriages, and career paths, our parents and in-laws, our friends, and all those we love. When we circle around them in deep devotion to God and in faith that He will keep His promises, we will see His love and grace unfolding in front of us, our faith will be further strengthened, and our walk with Him more steady with each step.

These are the road signs we are looking for, but we can’t see them when we don’t look for Him through opened eyes. I believe David had his eyes closed for a moment when all of these things were going on in his kingdom. Right under his own nose, his own son Amnon used David as a puppet in his desire for Tamar. And David’s own brother acted as an accomplice.

I’m here to give every person I love to the Lord for His ultimate protection, and trust that He is much more powerful than my human mind can fathom.

Make it a great day,
Marilyn

Tomorrow’s scripture reading: Psalms, chapters 3-4, 12-13, 28 & 55

115) Because the Battle was God’s

Day 115 reading: 1 Chronicles, chapters 3-5summer morning path

God handed the Hagrites and all their allies over to them, because they cried out to him during battle. He answered their prayers, because they trusted in him. (5:20, NIV)

Whether on a small or large scale, we wage wars daily. The Word gives up so many examples of calling out to Him and winning the battles of life. We have the greatest ally there is in Him and His army of angels fighting for us and protecting us every moment. That is nothing short of phenomenal.

On my personal walk with God, I am reminded daily that on my own I cannot live up to the standards I feel are worthy of our Lord, or our Savior’s sacrifice. I stumble–some days a little and some days a lot. Some days I stumble over my own self and pride that I fall flat on my face. In those days I am especially grateful that as much as the falls hurt, Jesus Christ bore all of the pain I should be feeling on Himself, because He knew I could not handle it all.

When I fall, I remember the battle was God’s (5:22, NIV) and that allows me to brush myself off and get back to my feet. I am not walking alone.

When we are truly humbled in the face of God, we cry out as Jabez did in his now infamous prayer that is still very much worth repeating daily:

“Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hands be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain.” AND GOD GRANTED HIS REQUEST. (4:10, NIV)

Praise be to the Lord God Almighty.

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 116 reading: Psalms, chapters 73, 77-78

114) Better is ONE DAY in Your Courts

Now that we’re really sinking our teeth into the meat of the Old Testament, I am even more pleased with the way the Word is opening up to me.  This is why I chose to read the Bible chronologically instead of straight through cover-to-cover as I had done before; by reading chronologically everything is put into context.

For instance, I have really enjoyed reading David’s psalms, which are like his own personal journal entries, written approximately the same time as we are reading the history of what was happening in his life. This has already been such a fascinating journey for me and I hope you have enjoyed it, as well.

Day 114 reading: Psalms, chapters 43-45, 49, 84-85, 87

In today’s reading, I was particularly drawn to the King James translation of these psalms. They were beautifully written and, for me, encompassed the essence of what the Psalmist was most wanting to convey.

O send out thy light and they truth; let them lead me; let them bring me unto thy holy hill, and to thy tabernacles. (43:3, KJV)

Blessed is the man whose strength is in thee; in whose heart are the ways of them. (84:5, KJV)

Thou lovest righteousness, and hatest wickedness; therefore God, thy God, hath anointed thee with the oil of gladness above thy fellows. (45:7, KJV)

Man that is in honour, and understandeth not, is like the beasts that perish. (49:20, KJV)

Those scriptures are absolutely beautiful and so packed with meaning. Blessed is the man whose strength is in thee. Send out they light and they truth and let them lead me. Please, Lord, give me honour and understanding. It’s like a cleansing rain falling down on me as I read these scriptures and know that even the Lord’s anointed sometimes felt alone, that even they sometimes begged Him for vindication, and that even they prayed for guidance as they walked along the path.

Rise up and help us; redeem us because of your unfailing love. (45:26, NIV)

My mother did something so neat for me after reading Day 113′s article; she brought me over an envelope of genealogy for her father’s side of the family. The Lord will count when He registers the peoples, “This one was born there.” (87:6, NASB) It has been so much fun pouring over the names and birth years and all that was revealed just through the most basic information. Some names popped out from the pages that I had heard for years from my grandparents but had never really put into context, and some friendly heart stirrings of people that I miss.

Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless. (84:10-11, NIV)

Why should I fear when evil days come, when wicked deceivers surround me–those who trust in their wealth and boast of their great riches? No man can redeem the life of another or give to God a ransom for him–the ransom for any life is costly, no payment is ever enough–that he should live on forever and not decay. (49:5-9, NIV)

But God will redeem me from the power of Sheol (the place of the dead); for He will receive me. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]! (49:15, Amplified)

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 105 reading: 1 Chronicles, chapters 3-5

112) My Prayer through the Psalms

Day 112 reading: Psalms, chapters 6, 8-10, 14, 16, 19, & 21

My prayer through David’s words:

BibleO Lord, our Lord, how majestic is Your name in all the earth, who have displayed Your splendor alive the heavens! (8:1, NASB) When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers, the moon and the stars, which You have ordained; what is bad that You take thought of him, and the son of man that You care for him? (8:3-4, NASB) I will praise thee, O Lord, with my whole heart; I will show forth all thy marvelous works. I will be glad and rejoice in thee: I will sing praise to thy name, O thou most High. (9:1-2, KJV) I have set the Lord continually before me; because He is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. (16:8, Amplified) Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure. (16:5, NIV) Away from me, all you who do evil, for the Lord has heard my weeping. The Lord has heard my cry for mercy; the Lord accepts my prayer. (6:8-9, NIV) The Lord also will be a refuge for the oppressed, a refuge in times of trouble. (9:9, KJV) The law of the Lord is perfect, restoring the soul; the testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple. The precepts of the Lord are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Lord is pure, enlightening the eyes. (19:7-8, NASB) O Lord, You have heard the desire of the humble; You will strengthen their heart, You will incline Your ear. (10:17, NASB) I will bless the Lord who has counseled me; indeed, my mind instructs me in the night. (16:7, NASB) Will evildoers never learn–those who devour my people as men eat bread and who do not call on the Lord? There they are, overwhelmed with dread, for God is present in the company of the righteous. (14:4-5, NIV) For You, O Lord, have not forsaken those who seek You. (9:10, NASB) Who can discern his errors? Forgive my hidden faults. Keep your servant also from willful sins; may they not rule over me. Then I will be blameless, innocent of great transgression. (19:12-13, NIV) Preserve me, O God; for in thee do I put my trust. (16:1, KJV) For I trust in the Lord; through the unfailing love of the Most High I will not be shaken. (21:7, NIV) Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O Lord, my strength, and my redeemer. (19:14, KJV) AMEN!

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 113 reading: 1 Chronicles, chapters 1-2

108) Human Fears & Faithful Service

200236712-001As I write today, the sounds of thunder and flashes of lightning boom outside. It makes me think of the sounds King Saul’s armies must have made in constant pursuit of David. When faced with trials or difficulty, let us always remember to look up to Him, our Strength, rather than gazing out at the armies heading our way, no matter what form those armies take in our own lives. God is bigger than any human-derived issue.

Day 108 reading: Psalms, chapters 17, 35, 54, & 63

Today’s collection of verses by David strike right at the heart of human fears and faithful service.

O Lord, by your hand save me from such men, from men of this world whose reward is in this life. You still the hunger of those you cherish; their done have plenty, and they store up wealth for their children. And I — in righteousness I will see your face; when I awake, I will be satisfied with seeing your likeness. (17:14-15, NIV)

I never know each day all the Lord saves me from, but I am quite sure the circumstances are staggering. We see in this living Word so many ways the Lord saved and protected David, but sometimes forget He does the same for us daily. My friends, I have plenty, He has ensured I have all I need. Like David, I am living for the day when I awake and see His face and rejoice! How awesome that day will be.

I enjoy how the Psalmist first trusts for protection from Saul’s armies, yet they still pursue and David still prays and sings and trusts.

Yet when they were ill, I out on sackcloth and humbled myself with fasting. When my prayers returned to me unanswered, I went about mourning as though for my friend or brother. I bowed my head in grief as though weeping for my mother. But when I stumbled, they gathered in glee; attackers gathered against me when I was unaware. They slandered me without ceasing. (35:13-15, NIV)

I wish I were more like David. Do you? I wish I could honestly say that I mourn when people who are trying to destroy me are ill. I don’t like my kids or family to be sick, but but those who hate me? That’s a tough pill to swallow.

But we are called to be living sacrifices and to live our lives in service to Him as well as our bothers and sisters in Him.

I will freely sacrifice unto thee: I will praise thy name, O Lord; for it is good. (54:6, KJV)

I will sacrifice freely of myself. I will praise His glorious name for all He is and all He has done. For it is good.

For He has delivered me from all trouble, and my eye has looked with satisfaction upon my enemies. (54:7, NASB)

There is a certain relaxed satisfaction that comes with allowing God to be in charge, even of our very human enemies. Our battles may have nothing to do with spirituality or God, but He still cares for ever matter that effects our day-to-day lives. When we go to Him, even our cries and pleas are like the sound of gentle rain, and is nothing overwhelming to Him. So, friends, pour out your cares to Him. Let Him deal with the woman at work who is spreading ugly rumors about you or the boss who hired you but still can’t seem to give you credit for doing anything right. Our human nature fights hard the fight for our rights and our human justices, but the best way to get the job done isn’t with our own hands but its on our knees.

O God, this art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water is. (63:1, KJV)

Seek Him early and often.

Make it a great day,
Marilyn

Day 109 reading: 1 Samuel, chapters 28-31 & Psalms, chapter 18

106) My Prayer for Our Day

Day 106 reading: Psalms, chapters 56, 120, & 140-142

When I am afraid, I will trust in you.Prayer path (2)
In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid.
What can mortal man do to me? (56:3-4, NIV)

In my trouble I cried to the Lord, and He answered me.
Too long has my soul had its dwelling with those who hate peace.
I am for peace, but when I speak, they are for war. (120:1, 6-7, NASB)

Keep me, O Lord, from the hands of the wicked,
Protect me from men of violence who plan to trip my feet. (140:4, NIV)

May my prayer be set before you like incense, may the lifting up of my hands be like the evening sacrifice. (142:2, NIV)

When my spirit is faint within me, it is you who know my way. (142:3, NIV)

Amen, my friends.

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 107 reading: 1 Samuel, chapters 25-27

105) The Eye of God is Upon Us

Day 105 reading: Psalms, chapters 7, 27, 31, 34, & 52

PSALMS 7–Quite honestly, this song is scary enough that I’m even hesitant in my reading. David is brutally honest and laying it all on the line and that can be terrifying.

O Lord my God, in You I take refuge and put my trust; save me from all those who pursue and persecute me, and deliver me,
Lest my foe tear my life [from my body] like a lion, dragging me away while there is none to deliver.
O Lord my God, if I have done this, if there is wrong in my hands,
If I have paid back with evil him who was at peace with me or without cause have robbed him who was my enemy,
Let the enemy pursue my life and take it; yes, let him trample my life to the ground and lay my honor in the dust. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]! (7:1-5, Amplified)

He is essentially saying to God, ‘Lord, if I have ever done wrong against another, strike me down here and now; repay me for all that I have sinned.’

Vindicate me, O Lord, according to my righteousness and my integrity that is in me. (7:8, NASB)

I think of all the sins I have committed that I am aware of, much less all those I don’t even realize and it’s terrifying to invite the Lord in for examination. He knows it all anyway, but as humans the difficulties come with actually facing it and laying our humility on the line.

If a man does not repent, He will sharpen His sword (7:12, NASB)

He has dug a pit and hollowed it out, And has fallen into the hole which he has made. (7:15, NASB)

PSALMS 27–I believe this psalm should be read daily. Period. It is gorgeous as a prayer, as a meditative time, as a gentle tap on the shoulder, or as a swift kick to the rumpus. It’s an amazing passage. Of the four versions I have at my fingertips, here is my favorite version. And, although I know you have already read it in your own bible, I believe it is well worth the reread. Enjoy (again):

eye of GodThe Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell.
Though a host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident.
One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in his temple.
For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion; in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hid me; he shall set me up upon a rock.
And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea. I will sing praises unto the Lord.
Here, O Lord, when I cry with my voice; have mercy also upon me, and answer me.
When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thee face, Lord, will I seek.
Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger; thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
Teach me thy way, O LOrd, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies; for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord. (Psalms 27, KJV)

PSALMS 31–Friends, I have been struggling lately, not with my faith, but with my humanity and the world around me. I have been feeling overwhelmed at times, but still have endured absolutely nothing in comparison to David while Saul was pursuing him with every army of warriors he could muster up. We only think we have trouble! But because of my own personal struggles, this particular psalm really struck me at the heart.

Free me from the trap that is set for me, for you are my refuge. (31:4, NIV)

Be merciful to me, O Lord, for I am in distress; my eyes grow weak with sorrow, my soul and body with grief. (31:9, NIV)

But I trust in you, O Lord. (31:14, NIV)

Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord. (31:24, NIV)

I have a lot to learn about strength and faith from David. I feel blessed to even be studying him right now, as my own struggles threaten my walls.

PSALMS 34–And on the heels of that…

I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth. (34:1, NASB)

I sought the Lord, and He answered me, And delivered me from all my fears. (34:4, NASB)

The righteous cry, and the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. (34:17-18, NASB)

My friends, as we draw closer to Him, we open the door which allows Him to draw closer to us. He is where our protection lies and without His guidance and love we are nothing. That alone is enough to bring a great big smile on my heart.

PSALMS 52–Ahh, the response to Doeg the Edomite tattle telling to Saul as to David’s whereabouts. I only wish I could be this eloquent in my insults or this well versed when going against the enemies in my life. I can absolutely see and understand why so much of the Bible is devoted to telling about David’s life, and why so many Bible studies have been written about him; he is an inspiration to us all, that even in his human errors he truly was a man with a heart for God.

Friends, may people say the same of each of us long after we are gone. Like that Amy Grant song, My Father’s Eyes, may those around us see Him reflected when they look at us.

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 106 reading: Psalms, chapters 56, 120, & 140-142

91) Gideon, Gideon, I’m not Kiddeon!!!

The title of today’s article is a nod to one of my youngest daughter’s favorite CD’s…a collection of Bible songs, my favorite of which goes something like this: “Gideon, Gideon, I’m not kiddeon, you’re the one I want for the job…” Even knowing this reading of one of my personal favorite Bible stories has had this song stuck in my head for days!!!

Day 91 reading: Judges, chapters 6-720130306_065349

 Again the Israelites did evil in the eyes of the Lord, and for seven years he gave them into the hands of the Midianites. (6:1, NIV)

I am terribly excited. Today we are introduced (or reintroduced, as the case may be) to Gideon, one of my favorite people of the Old Testament. For me, Gideon is one of the more reachable characters from our history. He was called and he hesitated. He was called again and he hesitated again.

Let’s jump in!

Then the sons of Israel did what was evil in the sight of the Lord; and the Lord gave them into the hands of Midian seven years. The power of Midian prevailed against Israel. Because of Midian the sons of Israel made for themselves the dens which were in the mountains and the caves and the strongholds. For it was when Israel had sown, that the Midianites would come up with the Amalekites and the sons of the east and go against them. (6:1-3, NASB)

We find ourselves knee-deep in the story of unfaithful Israeal, falling away from God once again, and doing “what was evil in the sight of the Lord”. But the timing of the Midianite attacks strike me, as they were well-planned at the most destructive time possible. Verse 3 tells us that the Israelites had just sown their crops. They had done their planting and were feeding their seeds so they could reap a nourishing harvest, that would likely have to feed them much of the coming year. Therefore, the Midianites attacked right when it would leave Israel with no resources for food, but would provide for the Midianite army as they pillaged the land and stole all the resources Israel had available.

Can you recall a time when you faced a trial that seemed to be the end of a giant snow-ball effect; where the trial seemed so well-planned to cause the greatest amount of personal devastation on your own life?

So they would camp against them and destroy the produce of the earth as far as Gaza, and leave no sustenance in Israel as well as no sheep, ox, or donkey. For they would come up with their livestock and their tents, they would come in like locusts for number, both they and their camels were innumerable; and they came into the land to devastate it. So Israel was brought very low because of Midian, and the sons of Israel cried to the Lord. (6:4-6, NASB)

My NIV translation says the armies came upon the Israelites “like swarms of locusts,” which brings a very distinct picture to my mind. My family spent some time living in the flatlands of West Texas, where locust truly swarm thick as night. As these armies came and came and came and kept coming upon the Israelites in swarms, I can just picture the sheer number of people and the deafening noise of the enemy coming on so strong, I’m sure there seemed no where for Israel to go. They were far away from God; they had no exit-strategy.

But our Lord knows our trials and sees what we face. He saw the Israelites “brought very low because of Midian” (v 6), but His timing was perfect as He waited to act until the Israelites remembered to seek His guidance.  How often in our own lives, do our human instincts tell us to just take care of it, when our initial instinct needs to be to first and foremost seek His wisdom?

When the sons of Israel cried out to the Lord,” (v 7) He sent a prophet to save them. Here these words of God, and allow them to speak to your trials today as they spoke to the Israelites in their trouble:

“It was I who brought you up from Egypt and brought you out from the house of slavery. I delivered you from the hands of the Egyptians and from the hands of all your oppressors, and dispossessed them before you and gave you their land, and I said to you, “I am the Lord your God; you shall not fear the gods of the Amorites in those whose land you live. But you have not obeyed Me.” (6:8-10, NASB)

Wow! Does this resonate with you?!? We live in such fear, such a mode of preparation and defense against those who serve other gods (money, possessions, power, idleness, etc.) that we actually allow ourselves to be distracted from obeying the Lord our God.

Where is your Egypt?  

What has enslaved you, either currently or in the past?  

What people or situations have oppressed you?

What reminders has He sent into your life to speak over you words of love, and feelings of peace in the midst of the storms of your own life? How has He said to you, “I am the Lord your God; you shall not fear the gods of {those who are against you}.”  

Then, an angel of the Lord appeared in the midst of the chaos. Gideon is in a huge hurry, working so hard to get the wheat stored and hidden from the Midianites, so that all will not be lost to the enemy and Gideon’s family will have some sustenance left for survival. There is a sense of urgency in Gideon’s actions that is so telling, even in this one simple verse.  Then the angel of the Lord came and sat under the oak that was in Ophrah, which belonged to Joash the Abiezrite as his son Gideon was beating out wheat in the wine press in order to save it from the Midianites. (6:11, NASB) But the Lord chose this moment to send one of His angels to appear to Gideon and stop him in his tracks.

Have you ever been stopped in your tracks of doing by a calling to stop? Did you stop, or did you keep doing?

The angel of the Lord appeared to him and said to him, “The Lord is with you, O valiant warrior.” hen Gideon said to him, “O my lord, if the Lord is with us, why then has all this happened to us? And where are all His miracles which our fathers told us about, saying, ‘Did not the Lord bring us up from Egypt?’ But now the Lord has abandoned us and given us into the hand of Midian.” The Lord looked at him and said, “Go in this your strength and deliver Israel from the hand of Midian. Have I not sent you?” He said to Him, “O Lord, how shall I deliver Israel? Behold, my family is the least in Manasseh, and I am the youngest in my father’s house.” But the Lord said to him, “Surely I will be with you, and you shall defeat Midian as one man.” (6:12-16, NASB)

Read that entire four verses, but then focus your attention on the beginning of verse 14: “The Lord looked at Gideon.” Other translations read: “The Lord looked upon him,” “The Lord turned to him,” and “The Lord answered.”

This picture of the Lord God stopping Gideon and turning to him, looking directly at him, and getting his attention in the midst of his dutiful busyness to tell Gideon he has been chosen to be useful. Wow!

Gideon did stop by this word from the Lord, and asked, “How can I save Israel? My family is the least in Manasseh, and I am the youngest in my father’s house.” (v 15) How many of us so often feel that we cannot truly make a difference in the Lord’s kingdom, feeling like the “least of these?”  When have you felt so unworthy, so ill-equipped, so “least of these” in your walk with God and His calling on your life?

In our obedience, we are enabled by Him to be truly useful. As God reminded Gideon at the time, “Surely I will be with you, and you will defeat Midian as one man.” (v 16)

So Gideon said to Him, “If now I have found favor in Your sight, then show me a sign that it is You who speak with me. Please do not depart from here, until I come back to You, and bring out my offering and lay it before You.” And He said, “I will remain until you return.”

Then Gideon went in and prepared a young goat and unleavened bread from an ephah of flour; he put the meat in a basket and the broth in a pot, and brought them out to him under the oak and presented them. The angel of God said to him, “Take the meat and the unleavened bread and lay them on this rock, and pour out the broth.” And he did so. Then the angel of the Lord put out the end of the staff that was in his hand and touched the meat and the unleavened bread; and fire sprang up from the rock and consumed the meat and the unleavened bread. Then the angel of the Lord vanished from his sight. When Gideon saw that he was the angel of the Lord, he said, “Alas, O Lord God! For now I have seen the angel of the Lord face to face.” The Lord said to him, “Peace to you, do not fear; you shall not die.” (6:17-23, NASB)

TEST #1: How often in our weakness and our uncertainty do we just beg God for a sign. ‘Lord, is this really the way you want me to go? Are you really leading me here or there? Really???’ And the Lord’s answer is a still, small voice, saying, “Yes.” “Then the angel of the Lord put out the end of the staff that was in his hand and touched the meat and the unleavened bread; and fire sprang up from the rock and consumed the meat and the unleavened bread. Then the angel of the Lord vanished from his sight.” (v 21)

Then Gideon built an altar there to the Lord and named it The Lord is Peace. To this day it is still in Ophrah of the Abiezrites.  Now on the same night the Lord said to him, “Take your father’s bull and a second bull seven years old, and pull down the altar of Baal which belongs to your father, and cut down the Asherah that is beside it; and build an altar to the Lord your God on the top of this stronghold in an orderly manner, and take a second bull and offer a burnt offering with the wood of the Asherah which you shall cut down.” Then Gideon took ten men of his servants and did as the Lord had spoken to him; and because he was too afraid of his father’s household and the men of the city to do it by day, he did it by night. (6:24-27, NASB)

Again, there is a sense of urgency. Judges tells us that “on the same night” the Lord came to Gideon a second time, giving instructions about tearing down the altar of Baal and making a burnt offering to the Lord. Yet, even under direct orders from God, and even with the first sign that Gideon requested from God proven, Gideon still moves forward in fear of his enemies. He took 10 men for protection and out of fear he acted in obedience to God, but relied on the protection of night, rather than the Lord’s out-dwelling protection, for “he was too afraid of his father’s household and the men of the city to do it by day.” (v 27)

When the men of the city arose early in the morning, behold, the altar of Baal was torn down, and the Asherah which was beside it was cut down, and the second bull was offered on the altar which had been built. They said to one another, “Who did this thing?” And when they searched about and inquired, they said, “Gideon the son of Joash did this thing.” Then the men of the city said to Joash, “Bring out your son, that he may die, for he has torn down the altar of Baal, and indeed, he has cut down the Asherah which was beside it.” But Joash said to all who stood against him, “Will you contend for Baal, or will you deliver him? Whoever will plead for him shall be put to death by morning. If he is a god, let him contend for himself, because someone has torn down his altar.” Therefore on that day he named him Jerubbaal, that is to say, “Let Baal contend against him,” because he had torn down his altar.

Then all the Midianites and the Amalekites and the sons of the east assembled themselves; and they crossed over and camped in the valley of Jezreel. So the Spirit of the Lord came upon Gideon; and he blew a trumpet, and the Abiezrites were called together to follow him. He sent messengers throughout Manasseh, and they also were called together to follow him; and he sent messengers to Asher, Zebulun, and Naphtali, and they came up to meet them. (6:28-35, NASB)

One of my favorite phrases throughout the bible is “the Spirit of the Lord came upon…” in this case, Gideon. As the Lord’s indwelling Spirit came upon Gideon, he blew a trumpet and sent messengers throughout the land to be called together in God’s holy army.

Consider a time when you felt the Spirit leading you to act. You likely did not understand the why’s or how’s of what you were doing, but you trusted that He was leading you.

Then Gideon said to God, “If You will deliver Israel through me, as You have spoken, behold, I will put a fleece of wool on the threshing floor. If there is dew on the fleece only, and it is dry on all the ground, then I will know that You will deliver Israel through me, as You have spoken.” And it was so. When he arose early the next morning and squeezed the fleece, he drained the dew from the fleece, a bowl full of water. (6:36-38, NASB)

TEST #2: Then Gideon asks for a second sign of God’s promise. This second test dumbfounds me, as Gideon admits twice to God within these three verses that God has told him specific all what to do as Gideon says, “as You have spoken.” So, even though God had spoken directly to Gideon, laying out the designs of God’s mission, Gideon still tests Him. Gideon is asking ‘Really? Are You sure?’ a second time. “And it was so.” (v 38)

Then Gideon said to God, “Do not let Your anger burn against me that I may speak once more; please let me make a test once more with the fleece, let it now be dry only on the fleece, and let there be dew on all the ground.” God did so that night; for it was dry only on the fleece, and dew was on all the ground. (6:39-40, NASB)

TEST #3: Then, we see human nature really kick in, as Gideon begs Gods pardon, “Do not let Your anger burn against me that I may speak once more; please let me make a test once more…” (v 39)

From the least to the greatest—as Gideon’s family was of the lowest class in Manasseh, and Gideon was the youngest of his family—to the greatest, we will all know Him! Indeed!!!

This is the point where Gideon’s story gets really exciting! In a matter of a couple of days, through God’s guided calling, Gideon went from being the “the least of these” to the greatest warrior among God’s chosen people.

Then Jerubbaal (that is, Gideon) and all the people who were with him, rose early and camped beside the spring of Harod; and the camp of Midian was on the north side of them by the hill of Moreh in the valley.

The Lord said to Gideon, “The people who are with you are too many for Me to give Midian into their hands, for Israel would become boastful, saying, ‘My own power has delivered me.’ (7:1-2, NASB)

The army of Israel gathered together 32,000 men, and God responded by saying, “The people who are with you are too many.” (v 2) His point here being that of course giant armies can defeat, but if God allowed a mighty army of 32,000 warriors to defeat the enemy, it would be easy for unbelievers to say it was by sheer number, and not by the will and power of God.

This is an easy trap to fall into as we go through life, as well, and one of the things I LOVE about small group ladies Bible studies. It is an awesome experience to attend a giant ladies Bible conference and get all fired-up for God and go out from there sharing His love with many. But how much cooler is it when there is a small number of ladies gathering regularly in prayer and study and deep adoration of the Word, who live and love and walk as Salt & Light in the world every day of their lives? Sometimes, getting fired-up for a weekend fizzles out just as quickly as the time it takes to get home and back to reality. But when a smaller grouping of God-seeking women, who come in the doors to gather together and lift one another up, then go out into the world and influence the lives of all they touch, there is no doubt where that kind of power comes from; for by His power we are delivered!

Now therefore come, proclaim in the hearing of the people, saying, ‘Whoever is afraid and trembling, let him return and depart from Mount Gilead.’” So 22,000 people returned, but 10,000 remained. (7:3, NASB)

With one question, the gathering of 32,000 warriors is reduced to 10,000: “Whoever is afraid and trembling, let him return and depart.” 22,000 mighty warriors got a ‘pass’ on this battle for two reasons: 1) out of fear, which we know is not from God, but from the enemy; 2) because it was God’s perfect plan that those 22,000 would not be glorified for doing His work.

Then the Lord said to Gideon, “The people are still too many; bring them down to the water and I will test them for you there. Therefore it shall be that he of whom I say to you, ‘This one shall go with you,’ he shall go with you; but everyone of whom I say to you, ‘This one shall not go with you,’ he shall not go.” So he brought the people down to the water. And the Lord said to Gideon, “You shall separate everyone who laps the water with his tongue as a dog laps, as well as everyone who kneels to drink.” Now the number of those who lapped, putting their hand to their mouth, was 300 men; but all the rest of the people kneeled to drink water. The Lord said to Gideon, “I will deliver you with the 300 men who lapped and will give the Midianites into your hands; so let all the other people go, each man to his home.” (7:4-7, NASB)

With a second test, the warrior army of Gideon was reduced from 10,000 down to 300: “The Lord said to Gideon, ‘I will deliver you with the 300 men who lapped and will give the Midianites into your hands; so let all the other people go, each man to his home.’” (v 7) This is a very interesting test, as the civilized way to drink would have been to kneel down, gather water into your hands, and drink from your hands. However, God chose the 300 men of the 10,000 who drank as dogs drink, lapping water with their tongues. This reduction in the number of warriors was also a reduction in the quality of people to the human eye. If the Gideon army was made up of 300, or 10,000, or 22,000, or 32,000 men who were like Conan the Barbarian, then defeat of the enemy would be obvious and eminent. However, defeating the Midianites with a rag-tag group of “the least of these,” in God’s holy name is a whole different story!

So the 300 men took the people’s provisions and their trumpets into their hands. And Gideon sent all the other men of Israel, each to his tent, but retained the 300 men; and the camp of Midian was below him in the valley.

Now the same night it came about that the Lord said to him, “Arise, go down against the camp, for I have given it into your hands. But if you are afraid to go down, go with Purah your servant down to the camp, and you will hear what they say; and afterward your hands will be strengthened that you may go down against the camp.” So he went with Purah his servant down to the outposts of the army that was in the camp. Now the Midianites and the Amalekites and all the sons of the east were lying in the valley as numerous as locusts; and their camels were without number, as numerous as the sand on the seashore. When Gideon came, behold, a man was relating a dream to his friend. And he said, “Behold, I had a dream; a loaf of barley bread was tumbling into the camp of Midian, and it came to the tent and struck it so that it fell, and turned it upside down so that the tent lay flat.” His friend replied, “This is nothing less than the sword of Gideon the son of Joash, a man of Israel; God has given Midian and all the camp into his hand.”

When Gideon heard the account of the dream and its interpretation, he bowed in worship. He returned to the camp of Israel and said, “Arise, for the Lord has given the camp of Midian into your hands.” (7:8-15, NASB)

Have you ever been awakened with a sudden urgency to pray for someone or some situation, or you feel guided to get up and write to someone or make a note to contact someone the next day when they are awake, as well?

Don’t you know that when the Lord wakes you up, He has something to say and He will use any means necessary to get your attention?! There is a quote from a 13th century poet named Rumi that illustrates this point beautifully: “The morning breeze has secrets to tell, do not go back to sleep.” God is in the morning breeze, and He is in those quiet times when we are awakened for seemingly no reason (not from a noise in the house, or kids wandering sleepily into your bedroom) with a desire to pray or just live in that quiet space for a time in awe of God’s power and mercy.

God did have a message for Gideon to hear that night, as well. He overheard the enemy warriors discussing a dream one of them had, for even the Midianite soldiers knew of the fall to come. “God has given Midian and all the camp into [Gideon’s] hand.” (v 14)

He divided the 300 men into three companies, and he put trumpets and empty pitchers into the hands of all of them, with torches inside the pitchers. He said to them, “Look at me and do likewise. And behold, when I come to the outskirts of the camp, do as I do. When I and all who are with me blow the trumpet, then you also blow the trumpets all around the camp and say, ‘For the Lord and for Gideon.’”

So Gideon and the hundred men who were with him came to the outskirts of the camp at the beginning of the middle watch, when they had just posted the watch; and they blew the trumpets and smashed the pitchers that were in their hands. When the three companies blew the trumpets and broke the pitchers, they held the torches in their left hands and the trumpets in their right hands for blowing, and cried, “A sword for the Lord and for Gideon!” Each stood in his place around the camp; and all the army ran, crying out as they fled. When they blew 300 trumpets, the Lord set the sword of one against another even throughout the whole army; and the army fled as far as Beth-shittah toward Zererah, as far as the edge of Abel-meholah, by Tabbath. The men of Israel were summoned from Naphtali and Asher and all Manasseh, and they pursued Midian.

Gideon sent messengers throughout all the hill country of Ephraim, saying, “Come down against Midian and take the waters before them, as far as Beth-barah and the Jordan.” So all the men of Ephraim were summoned and they took the waters as far as Beth-barah and the Jordan. They captured the two leaders of Midian, Oreb and Zeeb, and they killed Oreb at the rock of Oreb, and they killed Zeeb at the wine press of Zeeb, while they pursued Midian; and they brought the heads of Oreb and Zeeb to Gideon from across the Jordan. (7:16-25, NASB)

Then 300 were reduced to 100: Gideon “divided the 300 men into three companies.” (v 16) So, the Lord has whittled the Israelite army of 32,000 warriors down to three companies of 100 men each to show that it is not by number but by Power that Israel overcame their enemies.  “Gideon said to them, ‘Look at me and do likewise.” (v 17)

Gideon began with an army of 32,000 men, and defeated the Midianites with 100 left. Gideon didn’t do that alone. That was our Lord! Just think what He has in store for you and I.

Make it a great day,
Marilyn

Day 92 reading: Judges, chapters 8-9 (the adventure continues!!!)

81) I Put My Life in His Almighty Hands

Today we get to venture into the song that Moses taught the Israelites before they continued on to the Promised Land without him at the helm.

Day 81 reading: Deuteronomy, chapters 32-34, and Psalms, chapter 91

The Lord spoke to Moses, saying: “Now therefore, write this song for yourselves, and teach it to the sons of Israel; put it on their lips, so that this song may be a witness for Me against the sons of Israel. For when I bring them into the land flowing with milk and honey, which I swore to their fathers, and they have eaten and are satisfied and become prosperous, then they will turn to other gods and serve them, and spurn Me and break My covenant. Then it shall come about, when many evils and troubles have come upon the, that this song will testify before them as a witness (for it shall not be forgotten from the lips of their descendants); for I know their intent which they are developing today, before I have brought them into the land which I swore.”

So Moses wrote this song the same day, and taught it to the sons of Israel. (31:19-22, NASB)

THE SONG OF MOSES

There’s so much included in the Song of Moses, but what really stood out to me were the times it felt like Moses was singing right into my heart.

I will proclaim the name of the Lord. Oh, praise the greatness of our God! He is the Rock, his works are perfect, and all his ways are just. A faithful God who does no wrong, upright and just is he. (32:3-4, NIV)

Is this the way you repay the Lord, O foolish and unwise people? Is he not your Father, your Creator, who made you and formed you? (32:6, NIV)

How could one man chase a thousand, or two put ten thousand to flight, unless their Rock had sold them, unless the Lord had given them up? For their rock is not like our Rock, as even our enemies concede. (32:30-31, NIV)

See now that I, even I, am he, and there is no god with me: I kill, and I make alive; I wound, and I heal; neither is there any that can deliver out of my hand. For I lift up my had to heaven, and say, I live for ever. (32:39-40, KJV)

There’s so much to that song, so much depth, so much life. I would absolutely have loved to hear it with a tune, which would help the children of Israel remember it better and recite it again and again in song.

When Moses finished reciting all these words to all Israel, he declared to them, “Take heart all the words I have solemnly declared to you this day, so that you may command your children to obey carefully all the words of this law. They are not just idle words for you–they are your life.” (32:45-47, NIV)

This year-long chronological study is not just idle words, either, it’s a matter of life for us, as well.

MOSES BLESSES THE TRIBESMoses scroll

Reuben: Let Reuben live and not die, nor his men be few. (33:6, NIV)

Judah: With his own hands he defends his cause. Oh, be his help against his foes! (33:7, NIV)

Levi: Bless all his skills, O Lord, and be pleased with the work of his hands. (33:11, NIV)

Benjamin: Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in him, for he shields him all day long. (33:12, NIV)

Joseph: Let all these rest on he head of Joseph, on the brow of the prince among his brothers. (33:16, NIV)

Zebulun: They will summon peoples to the mountain and there offer sacrifices of righteousness; they will feast on the abundance of the seas, on the treasures hidden in the sand. (33:19, NIV)

Gad: When the heads of the people assembled, he carried out the Lord’s righteous will, and his judgments concerning Israel. (33:21, NIV)

Dan: Dan is a lion’s cub. (33:22, NIV)

Naphtali: Abounding with the favor of the Lord and is full of his blessing. (33:23, NIV)

Asher: Most blessed of sons is Asher; let him be favored by his brothers, and let him bathe his feet in oil. (33:24, NIV)

THE DEATH OF MOSES

And now, as I have said before, after all that Moses has obeyed and all that he has done through the power of the Lord, though his eyes were not weak nor his strength gone (34:7, NIV) the Lord called Moses home without crossing over into the Promised Land. This seems to me such a bitter sweet end to Moses’ life, but I’m sure that in his dutifulness Moses didn’t mind and understood better than any other man in history ever could have.

And Moses the servant of the Lord died there in Moab, as the Lord had said. He buried him in Moab, in the valley opposite Beth Peor, but to this day no one knows where his grave is. (34:5-6, NIV)

Now Joshua son of Nun was filled with the spirit of wisdom because Moses had laid his hands on him. So the Israelites listened to him and did what the Lord had commanded Moses. (34:9, NIV)

And there arose not a prophet since in Israel like unto Moses, whom the Lord knew face to face, in all the signs and the wonders, which the Lord sent him to do in the land of Egypt to Pharaoh, and to all his servants, and to all his land, and in all that mighty hand, and in all the great terror which Moses showed in the sight of all Israel. (34:10-12, KJV)

What a beautiful end to such an obedient leader.

Now, we come to this beautiful passage in Psalms, chapter 91. This chapter is especially close to my heart this week as just a few days ago, while travelling, I was invited to church with a sweet friend of mine and her family. I was so glad to go, not only because the church service was as lovely as the company, but because severe weather had kept so many at home that day that if it weren’t for our presence in the building, the congregation may not have even entered into the double-digits. This would have been a real shame as the pastor was such a nice speaker, the praise music upbeat and powerful, and the entire morning absolutely blessed. In the course of this service, we read this chapter from Psalm aloud and it resonated with me even more, because I knew you and I would be studying it together now. I am going to include the entire Psalm herein, in the same translation (I think) that we read aloud in that little church. It’s beautiful and especially poignant on the heels of the previous reading of Moses’ last days.

He who dwells in the shelter of the most High
Will abide in the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say to the Lord, “My refuge and my fortress,
My God, in whom I trust!”
For it is He who delivers you from the snare of the trapper
And from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover you with His pinions,
And under His wings you may seek refuge;
His faithfulness is a shield and bulwark.
You will not be afraid of the terror by night,
Or of the arrow that flies by day;
Of the Pestilence that stalks in darkness,
Or of the destruction that lays waste at noon.
Of of the destruction that lays waste at noon.
A thousand may fall at your side
And ten thousand at you right hand,
But it shall not approach you.
You will only look on with your eyes
And see the recompense of the wicked.
For you have made the Lord, my refuge,
Even the Most High, your dwelling place.
No evil will befall you,
Nor will any plague come near your tent.
For He will give His angels charge concerning you,
To guard you in all your ways.
They will bear you up in their hands,
That you do not strike your foot against a stone.
You will tread upon the lion and cobra,
The young lion and the serpent you will trample down.
“Because he has loved Me, therefore I will deliver him;
I will set him securely on high, because he has known My name.”
“He will call upon Me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble;
I will rescue him and honor him.”
“With a long life I will satisfy him
And let him see My salvation.” (NASB)
 

Isn’t that just stunning imagery? Now, hear your voice added to a church of believers reading that passage in unison, and imagine who wonderful the Glory of God was working that day in my life.

Because I put my human life in His Almighty hands:

  • He will be forever my refuge and my fortress
  • He will be my most trustworthy companion
  • I will be protected and shielded from evil at every corner
  • I will not be afraid, I have no reason to fear
  • Evil cannot even get close to me, cannot break through His barrier
  • I will watch the wicked fall and pay for their evil ways
  • I not only have Him as a shield against evil, but He also sends His angels, my guardian angels, to protect me along every step of my journey
  • Because I love Him, He will deliver me
  • Because I know His name, He has a place for me in heaven
  • When I call on Him, He will answer my call
  • He is with me in times of trouble
  • I will see salvation!

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 82 reading: Joshua, chapters 1-4

40) Knowing His Word

We are at day 40 in our journey! I think that calls for a celebration! Over and over in the Bible we will read of 40-day journeys and tests. Have we passed our test by reaching this mini-landmark together? YES! Reading the Bible, chronologically, in its entirety in a year’s time is a big deal and it is incredible that I have travelling buddies on this road with me. We are not alone on this journey. At the helm, we have our Lord, opening our eyes and building up our understanding on Him. When I am feeling weak, I have Him and each of you to lean on; when you are feeling weak, you have Him and myself to turn to. If you and a friend are on this journey together, you have one another when you’re just not feeling it. I have even received a dear note from a married couple who is on this journey with us, and I am sure that on days that one isn’t feeling encouraged or is confused, the other is there to help. All along, God is here. We are all a community, whether we share or comment or can put faces with names, and I am grateful to each of you who are travelling with me, it’s going to be an awesome ride!

Day 40 reading: Exodus, chapters 30-32

Again, we open our daily reading with the acacia wood, overlayed with pure gold. I think this is a particularly interesting repetition considering my Bible note from Day 37. (Just for quick recall: the wood is representative of Jesus’ humanity, and the gold represents His divinity.) I also love that the scripture (30:3) doesn’t just read that these pieces are to have a gold overlay, but a pure gold overlay. Pure gold, just as our Lord is purely divine.

I get excited when I read about a specific location where God tells Moses that this is “where I will meet you” (30:6, NIV). To meet with God, and to have direct instruction from Him for your special time with Him. I feel like we have a taste of what that feels like, though, don’t you? Sometimes, the Spirit just comes over you in such a strong way that there’s no denying His Presence. Then, other days when you’re doing all the “right” stuff, saying all the “right” things and are wondering where that feeling went? He’s still there, He’s always there, but sometimes we have a scheduled meeting time with Him (whether we know it was scheduled or not), and like Moses, have our time with our Lord. I relish those times so much. Wouldn’t you love to bottle that sensation up like it’s even tangible? I have exciting news: we can and we do! We’re already well on our way to having that meeting time with God be more and more tangible, and more and more powerful, by building up our foundation through His Word.

BibleSometimes I absolutely get the urge to stand directly on my Bible because I get so excited about this book holding so many of the keys to unlocking mystery after mystery of our heritage. (By the way, I would never actually stand on my Bible, but I will stand on the Word of God for the rest of my life.) We are all God’s children and our Father is loving and gracious to His children. So much of who we are leads back to this book, His inspired Word, and that is the tangible evidence that we are drawing nearer to our meetings with Him.

I want to take an informal poll here. You don’t even have to answer me, I just want you to think about this. When reading through the Bible, do you ever find yourself thinking, ‘They built altars to God 2,000 years ago, that would be kind of cool. I think I’ll build an altar to God.’ Do you? I do. Not necessarily a full-blown altar, but certainly some more sacredly cared-for spot. But I never have and I know that the reason I haven’t is that my biggest fear is that the altar would become for me the item of worship, and would become like an idol in that it would actually take away from God. Sometimes even good things and good intentions can turn out to be a bad plan.

As I was reading through today’s scripture passage, all the description of the incense and fragrances to be used for worship sounded so amazing that–even though I have always hated modern-day incense–I must admit that I began to think about bringing some of those fragrances into my home. Then I read it, the verse that stopped me in my tracks:

“Do not make any incense with this formula for yourselves; consider it holy to the Lord.” (30:37, NIV)

Then, like a one-two punch:

“Whoever makes any like it to enjoy its fragrance must be cut off from his people.” (30:38, NIV)

Times like these make me so glad I am on this journey (I know, I come up with a new reason to be glad I’m on this journey every day–but that’s a good thing, too!). This is a perfect example as to why knowing the Word is so critical to building His foundation in our lives. If we don’t know the whole story, and only bits and pieces, we may make some of these kinds of mistakes. We wouldn’t know better, but that doesn’t make it right in God’s eyes, does it?

A few years ago, a group of my girlfriends and I went to the Deeper Still convention in Oklahoma City, OK. The speakers for this incredible weekend of women’s worship were Kay Arthur, Beth Moore, and Priscilla Shirer. Well, apparently I have lived under a rock for the entirety of my life up to that point because I had never heard of Kay Arthur, but Beth Moore described Mrs. Arthur as the “matriarch of women’s Bible study,” so I must have missed something. Anyway, as soon as Kay Arthur (or Miss Kay, as Priscilla Shirer called her) began to speak, I was absolutely blown away! She’s amazing! Every word that came from her mouth was so wise and dead-on-the-mark. She said one thing, in particular, that really struck me and I will never forget it. She said (and I’m paraphrasing):

“I don’t want to stand before God in heaven and not know what His Word said.”

Amen, Miss Kay!

Friends, I don’t want that, either. This foundation, even though some of the books we have studied so far are a bit tedious at times, are critical to our understanding of the greater picture. I don’t think God wants us to just read the really interesting and really moving parts of the Bible. I think He wants us to know what’s in there, front-to-back, so that if we make an error in judgement (like trying to replicate the incense formula God spoke of in today’s reading), we will know it’s an error.

My next informal poll involves the Sabbath and keeping it holy. In my family, Sunday’s are more relaxing days that the rest of the days of the week, but I would not go so far as to say they are restful. Just today, though, I was watching an intriguing show done by National Geographic on the times of Jesus Christ, and one of the specific topics that was covered in the episode I watched was about the Sabbath and keeping it holy. It focused primarily on ways the Jewish people still today truly do no work, and prepare the entire week ahead to insure that the Sabbath (in this case from Friday evening at sun-down, until Saturday evening at sun-down) is kept completely as a day of rest. No food is prepared on the Sabbath, nothing is cleaned, nothing is fixed. This applied even to the candles being lit at the beginning of the Sabbath period and not replaced or re-lit when they either burnt down to the base or blew out, or to lighting a wood burning stove, but when the fire goes out or grew cold, it was not to be stoked, re-lit, or adjusted in any way. It was particularly interesting for me to read today of all days, on the heels of reading this passage of scripture in Exodus this morning.

The Lord said to Moses:

“Observe the Sabbath, because it is holy to you. Anyone who desecrates it must be put to death; whoever does any work on that day must be cut off from his people. For six days, work is to be done, but the seventh day is a Sabbath of rest, holy to the Lord. Whoever does any work on the Sabbath day must be put to death. The Israelites are to observe the Sabbath, celebrating it for the generations to come a a lasting covenant. It will be a sign between me and the Israelites forever, for in six days the Lord made the heavens and the earth, and on the seventh day he abstained from work and rested.” (31:14-17, NIV)

Is anyone else guilty of reading this particular biblical rule and thinking, ‘Yeah, but the Lord doesn’t know how much laundry I have to get done on the weekends or about Sunday afternoon baseball games.’ He doesn’t? HE DOES!

This past weekend, I walked past my husband as he was cooking dinner and I was carrying another laundry basket full from the dryer to the dining room table where I fold, hang, and sort, and I said, “So much for our day of rest.” This was at 5 o’clock. Practically bedtime and we, literally, hadn’t stopped going going going since we woke up for church that morning. Rest just wasn’t happening. It was more relaxing than every other day of the week, but still no where near what God called us to do in our observance of the Sabbath.

All of this thought about time and rest, altars and incense, brings me to an odd occurrence in our reading today. While Moses is up on Mount Sinai, the people (and, apparently, Aaron, as well) became impatient. So much so that Aaron took what they handed him and made it into an idol cast in the shape of a calf, fashioning it with a tool. Then they said, “These are your gods, O Israel, who brought you up out of Egypt.” (32:4, NIV)

Are you kidding me? Wait, let me rephrase that: ARE YOU KIDDING ME? All of these people are at the base of this mountain, waiting and waiting, BUT seeing that the Lord’s physical presence is still there at the top of the mountain with Moses, and there they all are building a golden calf to worship.

Then the Lord said to Moses, “Go down, because your people, whom you brought up out of Egypt, have become corrupt.” (32:7, NIV)

Don’t you know, even the one and only all-knowing God is saddened when we replace Him with things that seem more important to us at the time? Beginning today, I am going to amp-up my efforts to make His time all about Him. Sometimes, we catch ourselves when we are allowing stuff and schedules to take His place in our lives, and sometimes He has to step in with His mighty hand and knock us down a few notches to get us to listen.

Picture the scene with me here: The Israelites are feasting and celebrating, sacrificing and worshiping to a golden calf, and in the middle of it all, Moses comes down the mountain with the two tablets in hand, ready to share the true Word of God with the people. They were inscribed on both sides, front and back. The tablets were the work of God; the writing was the writing of God, engraved on the tablets. (32:15-16, NIV)

And when we realize what stupid stuff we have done, and all the ways we have sinned against the Lord, replacing Him with our own ambitions and worldly stuff, doesn’t our anger rage just like Moses’ did against the Israelites? I get so angry with myself sometimes, when I’ve done something particularly idiotic. It’s always, ‘I knew better.’ Although I don’t have false hopes that I will never sin again once this year of reading and studying as passed, I do know that the more I allow the Lord to have all of me, all the time, the less inclined I will be to doing the things that I know not to do, and the more inclined I will be to give Him all.

We are only human, with human sin natures, but this journey is beginning on the right foot and the road ahead leads to Him for an eternity. Here’s to a beautiful journey!

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 41 reading: Exodus, chapters 33-35

34) The Lord Will Fight for You

Day 34 reading: Exodus, chapters 13-15

As Pharaoh approached, the Israelites looked up, and there were the Egyptians, marching after them. They were terrified and cried out to the Lord. They said to Moses, “Was it because there were no graves in Egypt that you brought us to the desert to die? What have you done to us by bringing us out of Egypt? Didn’t we say to you in Egypt, ‘Leave us alone; let us serve the Egyptians’? It would have been better for us to serve the Egyptians than to die in the desert!”

Moses answered the people, “Do not be afraid. Stand firm and you will see the deliverance the Lord will bring you today. The Egyptians you see today you will never see again. The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.” (14:10-14, NIV)

Steve Marilyn Christmas2012This week is the year anniversary of my husband losing his job (see “Walking in it”), which was the moment when we learned how to be still before God. It was kind of like learning to swim by being thrown into the deep end, but sometimes it takes something extreme to teach us the greatest lessons. As Moses led the people of Israel out of Egypt, he dealt with a population of scared, unsure, and wavering people. They would have much rather remained in the safety of the “dry land” of Egypt than to be thrown in the deep end of the pool, under siege by their previous rulers.

Then Moses said to the people, “Commemorate this day, the day you came out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery, because the Lord brought you out of it with a mighty hand.” (13:3, NIV)

My man and I have had an interesting year since that anniversary, and though we have still wavered in uncertainty at times, just like the Israelites, we have also seen the mighty hand of the Lord at work every day. He truly goes ahead of us each with a proverbial pillar of cloud to guide by day, and a pillar of fire to give light by night. He provides, He protects, He restores!

So, my question for you is: Where is your Egypt? Where have our Lord and Provider delivered you? Are you sitting somewhere now, wondering if this is really what He had in mind? Did you miss a Road Sign somewhere, or are you still on the path He set before you? We ALL have times like the Israelites when we’d just as soon return to the comforts of our old life just to avoid the struggles and uncertainty of today, but Moses reassures us today: THE LORD WILL FIGHT FOR YOU; YOU NEED ONLY TO BE STILL.

The best lesson I can share for all who are dealing with this battle with uncertainty right now, I learned a year ago. The Lord created us as human-beings, not human-doings; the less we do to try to force God’s hand, the easier He can work through us uninhibited. Steve and my mantra throughout the past year has been, “Not my will but Your will.” This is the same lesson Moses was conveying to the Israelites. We need only to be still and know that He is God.

Amen!

Day 35 reading: Exodus, chapters 16-18

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

31) Covered By His Blessings

Day 32 reading: Exodus, chapters 4-6

I’m just going to jump right into today’s scripture passage because I am excited and really feeling this. A recurring theme today is Moses’ own insecurity about speaking the words of God.

Moses said to the Lord, “O Lord, I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant, I am slow of speech and tongue.”

The Lord said to him, “Who gave man his mouth? Who makes him deaf or mute? Who gives him his sight or makes him blind? Is it not I, the Lord? Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say.” (4:10-12, NIV)

Marilyn teaching Salt Light studyI am there! Friends, let me admit now that I am not eloquent in my speech, either. When I write, I feel like the words absolutely flow out of me. My fingers dance across the keyboard in a lovely little rhythm. Everything flows and all is well in the world.

However, when I try to speak, even simple every-day conversation, even with my own family and friends, I feel like I am tripping and falling on my face at every turn. Can anyone relate?

There was a time in my life when the words didn’t flow as easily onto the page or computer, but I was much more self-assured in my speech. It’s as if I have traded one for the other; like I can’t have them both at the same time. Very interesting dynamic, I think. (frustrating, at times…but interesting just the same)

But here’s the cool part: when it’s truly crunch time, when what I am saying aloud is serious and sound and uplifting to Him, the words flow exactly as they should. When everything is clicking, I couldn’t write the words better and they take no thought, no obsessing, no processing, the words just flow from my mouth. The difference is that when the Lord is guiding my words and those words are falling on ears prepared by Him to truly hear, it’s not me speaking, but Him speaking through me.

The Lord said to him, “Who gave man his mouth?”

Amen, my Father, amen! Message received!

Yet even Moses, who had been directly called by the Lord, who had spoken to the Lord on several occasions, was still not sure of his abilities to speak and pass along the Word of God.

Moses said to the Lord, “O Lord, I have never been eloquent…I am slow of speech and tongue.” (4:10)

But Moses said to the Lord, “If the Israelites will not listen to me, why would Pharaoh listen to me, since I speak with faltering lips?” (6:12, NIV)

But Moses said to the Lord, “Since I speak with faltering lips, why would Pharaoh listen to me?” (6:30, NIV)

But Moses said, “O Lord, please send someone else to do it.” (4:13, NIV)

Then the Lord’s anger burned against Moses and he said, “What about your brother, Aaron the Levite? I know he can speak well. He is already on  his way to meet you, and his heart will be glad when he sees you. You shall speak to him and put words in his mouth; I will help both of you speak and will teach you what to do. He will speak to the people for you, and it will be as if he were your mouth and as if you were God to him.” (4:14-16, NIV)

Again and again so far in our journey, and in our current days, God makes amendments in the plan to account for our very human shortfalls. It doesn’t effect the end result, but sometimes the twists and turns our humanness put into His mighty plan for our lives have to be frustrating to Him.

How many times in my own doubts and fears have I put a wrench in God’s plans for my own life? Too many for ME to count, I’m sure! The joy in this is that as long as we are seeking to please Him with our steps, as long as we are praying for His guidance, even our slips will only cause stumbles, but not falls. He’s got YOU, have no fear!

My friends, I am so glad to be covered by His blessings.

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 32 reading: Exodus, chapters 7-9

Faith in the Unseen, but Felt

Is it any wonder that so many people have so many different views on faith, religion, God, and question what is real and what isn’t? Even Jesus’ own disciples didn’t usually understand His messages and parables and lessons until they were simplified for them. Jesus would give lessons to the countless gathered to hear and be healed, he would speak in stories so they would all listen and learn from the parables, but even His own chosen few had doubts and questions. Even in Christ’s holy presence, they did not grasp the critical importance of the messages. 

God is the ultimate artist; His work is showcased every day in the big and small things.

God is the ultimate artist; His work is showcased every day in the big and small things.

The same is true with us today. We know the lessons, we hear the stories, but how do we apply them to our lives? Is it any wonder that when people study the Bible that some get lost in all of the rules and judgement and ancestory and wandering? However, when reading and studying the inspired words of the Bible, it is important to remember one thing: every word, every retelling, every lesson in that good book is there for a reason, and the reason is that we may learn from it and utilize that knowedge in our own spiritual journeys.

Jesus said, “If anyone is ashamed of me and my words in this unfaithful and sinful generation, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when he comes in the Father’s glory with the holy angels around him.” (Mark 9:38)

I prefer the blessings of heaven to the alternative curse, so I will proudly walk as closely to Jesus Christ as I can, and do all that is in my power to share Him with the world.

Make it a great day,
Marilyn

Healing Rain

I was driving home from work last week, on a day like many others. The rain was falling, I was feeling like I had a lot to do and too little time, and I was listening to the radio. A song came on that I know and love but on that day it struck me in a way it never had before.

Healing Rain, one of the many moving songs by Michael W. Smith, played and I felt all of my worldly worries wash away, right then and there. It was as if time had ceased to exist as I watched individual raindrops roll in slow motion down my windshield and the words he sang went straight to my heart. Tears of joy, and tears of shame are washed forever in Jesus’ name.

These words pierced through me and I was overcome by the times in my own life and in the lives of countless friends and family in Christ have been hit by such a force that only heaven’s healing rain could truly fix the problem. Sometimes life take a miracle, yet we see them everyday when we look through God’s eyes.

When pains and sorrows seem to suck the life out of our days and we have no words to speak, the Holy Spirit is there with us, guiding us, promising and comforting us. The sun of righteousness will rise with healing (Malachi 4:2). Isn’t that a beautiful image? A breathtaking sunrise that will wash away the pains after the rain has fallen in our lives. Glory!

The face of the matter is that things happen in each of our lives that we don’t want to happen, we have to deal with stuff we would rather not, and sometimes life can be overwhelming, at best. But friends, even in these times when all our natural instincts tell us to run away from the pain, God is speaking softly in our ears, reminding us that we can run into His arms.

David wrote in Psalms 62:8, Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge. He is there, He knows our best, our worst, our weakness, and our strength, and like a patient grandparent, God is waiting with open arms for you to come and gather at His feet for protection, guidance, and healing.

Oh Lord, have mercy on me; heal me, for I have sinned against you (Psalms 41:4). It is no secret that human nature is more inclined to evil than to good. We see the painful evidence everywhere we turn. Some faces hide the pain better than others, but it is still there, just below the surface. The perfect news is this: that Jesus bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sin and live for righteousness; by his wounds you have been healed (1 Peter 2:24).

Isn’t that wonderful?! Isn’t that marvelous news?! Isn’t it such a relief to know that all of our sins, all of our cruel deeds, all of our hurts and pains, all of our natural imperfections are not tallied up against us? I am constantly amazed and blessed by this realization as I go through my daily life, sometimes letting my worldly nature get the better of me.

By faith in God, through Jesus Christ, His son, you and I can put down our pain and allow the healing rains pour down on us like a fountain from heaven and wash us clean. God made a covenant with Noah after the great flood that Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy life. (Genesis 9:14-15) Although God was referring to actual floods destroying the earth, through Jesus’ sacrifice, we are also protected from the storms of life destroying us.

We have trials and seasons that test us, mind and body, but we are never given an undertaking that we are not also given the strength to overcome. I believe it was Mother Teresa who said,I know God will not give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish that He didn’t trust me so much. Isn’t that the truth, friends? But when the storm clouds gather, as they will, respond with prayer.

Pray, have faith in Him, and know that you are loved and that no one, least of all God, wants to watch you be destroyed by the floods in your life. When we have faith, even in the midst of life’s storms, all can see and feel it, just as the crippled man in the book of Acts. Paul was teaching and could see just by looking into the face of this crippled man across a crowded roomthat he had faith to be healed (Acts 14:9) and was healed by his faith.

Our faith outshines the storms and even as we are walking through our darkest hours, if we do so with faith in God on our side our hearts will, indeed, be washed in the healing rains and we will emerge singing His praises.

And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. (Romans 5: 2-5)

Friends, are the tears falling in your world right now or do you have some old wounds that cut so deep they just don’t seem to be healing? There is healing in God. God is like the kindest of parents, He loves us whether we acknowledge Him or not, but when we do, He rejoices! When we have been battered or have fallen, all we have to do is go to Him, pray to Him, show Him our pain and watch as He heals the broken-hearted and binds up their wounds (Psalms 147:3).

Healing through Him is available to all, no matter the circumstances. Whether you were raised knowing Him or were raised to loathe Him, He has loved you since the beginning of time and rejoices when you allow Him into your heart. Call out and feel the healing rains fall.

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