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133) David was Only Human

Day 133 reading: 2 Samuel, chapters 11-12

David was only human. I have to remind myself of this fact now and then while reading through the scriptures. So many of the great biblical heroes we read about still have very human weaknesses, just like you and I have them. Just when I find myself shaking my head in frustration with David, I get the gentle reminder that I have made my own share of decisions that I purposefully didn’t consult God in. Granted, those decisions don’t ever go well, yet we still forget from time to time that He is God and we are not. There’s only been one perfect human and we aren’t Him, either. So where does that leave us?

search“One evening David got up from his bed and walked around on the roof of the palace.” (11:2, NIV) This is the first time I’ve caught that this was nighttime, and that David had to get up from bed in the night to walk around on his palace roof. Every other time I have read the story or heard it told in Sunday School or sermons, I have pictured him taking a daily afternoon or even morning stroll, but this “got up from bed and walked,” detail adds something to my understanding.

The story of David on his rooftop in the night, spying on the city he ruled reminds me of a Zig Ziglar quote that says, in essence, that “Hypocrites are those who complain about the filth on their own VCRs.” I picture David’s rooftop stroll kind of like the person who sneaks out of bed at night to dig in the cookies, or look at unsavory things on the internet. He was looking all around his city, and from the roof of his palace, David could see everything. Nothing was censored  and  just like the person online looking at porn doesn’t accidentally click on the stuff, and just like no one forces us to eat too much or get up in the night for fatty snacks, David got exactly what he was looking for. He found a beautiful woman, bathing, thinking she was safe from view.

After all the blessings the Lord had bestowed on David, and all that He gives us each and every day, we all make these human errors in judgement.  And when we make these errors, as when David did, it displeased the Lord. (11:27)

Then, the Lord sent a messenger from God to remind David that He sees and knows all. The Lord sent Nathan to David. (12:1, NIV) If I think back on times when I know I have made human errors that have displeased the Lord, I can also remember people of reminders that I know the Lord has sent to me, reminders of my errors in judgement, so that I could not just brush these mistakes under the rug and pretend they never happened. “Why did you despise the word of the Lord by doing what was evil in His eyes?” Nathan asked of David. (12:9, NIV) Just as He still does for us, the Lord reminded David of this sin. He sent Nathan, He allowed a baby to be conceived by David and Bathsheba, and then He took that baby away. The Lord sent reminders and David got the message and the punishment.

After all of the punishment David endured, he persevered through his ultimate faith in God, and he was redeemed in being blessed by his next son to Bathsheba, Solomon, whom we will certainly be studying soon. But let’s always allow ourselves to remember that even the mightiest fall and we must always guard our hearts and our eyes from things the Lord doesn’t want us to see.

Make it a great day,
Marilyn

Day 134 reading: Psalms, chapters 32, 51, 86, and 122

Dear Lord, thank you for all of the blessings we already enjoy and recognize to be all from you. Lord, speak to us through your living Word, that we may learn from the mistakes and trappings of those humans who have gone before us so that we can exercise more control and keep you at the forefront of everything, especially when sin and temptation seeks after us. Lord, protect and guide us. It is in your name we pray. Amen.

80) Be Strong, Courageous, and Firm

I don’t know if it’s just me or if today’s reading is really just that good, but it is really just that good! I think it’s especially refreshing on the heels of all of the curses we read through together yesterday. Whew. We’ve come out on the other side, rejuvenated, refreshed, and ready to face Day 80 head-on.

Today’s scripture passage: Deuteronomy, chapters 30-31Bible

I want to begin with sharing one of the perks of the Bible my family gave me for my birthday several years ago. It’s a parallel Bible with four different translations included. I do get some jokes from people when I carry it to church because it’s soooo thick; My favorite joke was when I was asked if it was the “Unabridged” version :-) So clever!

Anyhoo… The opening verses of today’s scripture reading absolutely hit me as so beautiful and moving and breathtaking that I wanted to share it in all four translations that my Bible has to offer. Enjoy:

And it shall come to pass, when all these things are come upon thee, the blessing and the curse, which I have set before thee, and thou shalt call them to mind among all the nations, whither the Lord thy God hath driven thee, and shalt return unto the Lord thy God, and shalt obey his voice according to all that I command thee this day, thou and thy children, with ll thine heart, and with all thy soul; that then the Lord thy God will turn thy captivity, and have compassion upon thee, and will return and gather thee from all the nations, whither the Lord thy God hath scattered the. (30:1-3, KJV)

And when all these things have come upon you the blessings and the curses which I have set before you, and you shall call them to mind among all the nations where the Lord your God has driven you, and shall return to the Lord your God and obey His voice according to all that I command you today, you and your children, with all your mind and heart and with all your being, then the Lord your God will restore your fortunes and have compassion upon you and will gather you again from all the nations where He has scattered you. (30:1-3, Amplified)

So it shall be when all of these things have come upon you, the blessing and the curse which I have set before you, and you call them to mind in all nations where the Lord your God has banished you, and you return to the Lord your God and obey Him with all your heart an soul according to all that I command you today, you and your sons, then the Lord your God will restore you from captivity, and have compassion on you, and will gather you again from all the peoples where the Lord your God has scattered you. (30:1-3, NASB)

And my personal favorite translation of this particular passage:

When all these blessings and curses I have set before you come upon you and you take them to heart wherever the Lord your God dispenses you among the nations, and when you and your children return to the Lord your God and obey him with all your heart and with all your soul according to everything I command you today, then the Lord your God will restore your fortunes and have compassion on you and gather you again from all the nations where he scattered you. (30:1-3, NIV)

Aren’t those three verses lovely? Like I said, it may just be me, but I am absolutely raw and open to these words this morning.

Whenever I take the Word of God to heart, and I share it with my friends and family members, He will restore my soul to eternity and fill me with His love and grace. (my paraphrase)

My friends, that’s what I want, not only for myself but for you and yours, as well.

The Lord your God will circumcise you hearts and the hearts of your descendants, so that you may love him with all your heart and with all your soul, and live. (30:6, NIV)

Now choose life, so that you and your children may live and that you may love the Lord your God, listen to his voice and hold fast to him. (30: 19-20, NIV)

I want God to circumcise my heart, to expose me afresh, and give my soul a new anointing, so that I may live only for Him.

Here’s the truth: But the word is very near you, in your mouth and in your mind and in your heart, so that you can do it. (30:14, Amplified)

His Presence is here with us. His Word is living and breathing in us. We know what to do, now we have to go out and do it.

Be strong, courageous, and firm; fear not nor be in terror before them, for it is the Lord your God Who goes with you; He will not fail you or forsake you. (31:6, Amplified)

I preferred the Amplified version of that particular verse because it not only told us to be strong and courageous, but also to be firm. Let us stand together, linked arm-in-arm against the enemy for he is real but he knows that the Lord our God is very real, as well, and the enemy is scared…he just puts on a brave face. Do not be fooled. Do not be weakened or grow weary. It’s going to be a long, hard fight, but we are up for the challenge. In the end, it is all so worth the effort.

Did anyone else reach the end of today’s scripture passage and want so badly to continue reading? I did! I look so forward to Moses’ song in our reading for Day 81 of our journey.

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 81  reading: Deuteronomy, chapters 32-34 & Psalms, chapter 91

75) Debt Free? But we LOVE our debt…or we must!

Day 75 reading: Deuteronomy, chapters 14-16

checkbook balancing

Let’s just jump in to this one!!!

First of all, let me acknowledge the obvious, that I am not an Israelite and that these rules were directed straight at the Israelites…however, what if we interpreted these governing rules to our lives just as the Israelites were called to do. Let’s focus on Deuteronomy 15:1-11.

1. At the end of every seven years you must cancel debts.

This first verse of chapter 15 gets my mind reeling! At almost 35 years old, I am reaching the end of my 5th 7-year cycle. The mere thought of having all debt erased every seven years is unimaginable…and short of college loans, I’ve avoided most debt, but even just that one type of debt would be a HUGE relief!

In the MUCH bigger picture, as of this millisecond that I am writing the actual amount, the U.S. National Debt stands at $16,530,855,700,032 (according to usdebtclock.org). The furthest back I could find doing some quick research this morning, it appears that in 1791, under the presidency of George Washington, our country was somewhere around $100,000,000 in debt. Our country’s debt then took a nose-dive under the care of Andrew Jackson around 1835, with only approximately $50,000 U.S. debt.

Allowing for inflation, I have calculated that the country’s $100,000,000 debt from 1791 would equal about $1,329,336,052 today. I can almost wrap my head around that number. It’s still unbelievably high, but I am honest enough with myself to know that I know very little of the detail and difficulty that goes into running the greatest country in the world.

That being said, however–and I want this to really stick–if the George Washington number is our “norm” or “control” in this calculation, our current national debt is OVER 12,435 times that amount!

Our country was built on biblical standards and beliefs. Imagine, not only on a personal level, but on a world-wide level, what could be done with being freed from debt every seven years as God originally intended.

2. This is how it is to be done: Every creditor shall cancel the loan he has made to his fellow Israelite. He shall not require payment from his fellow Israelite or brother, because the Lord’s time for cancelling debts has been proclaimed.

Do you ever find yourself still holding a grudge from something that happened a decade or more ago? This doesn’t even have to be a money- or debt-based question, just one of reality.

Imagine if someone borrowed money from you but weeks and months went by without being repaid. I’m sure that’s not too difficult to imagine; we’ve all been there. You either stop hearing from that person all together–usually out of guilt for not being able to repay you–or you do still hear from them but it’s just awkward. It makes you mad, it likely makes your spouse mad (because he told you not to lend that money out in the first place, right???), and it puts a strain on a relationship that was pretty good up to that point.

Now, imagine all the stress that would be left behind, and the relief that would be felt if you honored God’s Word and cancelled that debt all together?

Are there some people in your life who could use some debt cancelling? Someone you having forgiven? Someone who you have hurt or been the victim of hurt that may be 10, 20, even 30 or more years old? We carry around these emotional debts like badges of honor, sometimes, and allow them to take over what could be a very contented life.

3. You may require payment from a foreigner, but you must cancel any debt your brother owes you.

This is where things get really juicy…especially in reference to our current national debt issue. According to the sources I’m looking at, $5,584,380,790,150 of our U.S. National Debt is held by foreign countries. That’s right, a third of our debt is held outside of our own country. I realize this isn’t news to many people, but that doesn’t make it any less shocking when we look at the grand scheme of things.

At the end of that seven-year cycle, when all other debt is cancelled, according to today’s reading of God’s Word, $5 Trillion of that debt is still very much on the table and due. God did not ever intend for this to be the way we operated as a people or a society.

4-5. However, there should be no poor among you, for in the land the Lord your God is giving you to possess as your inheritance, he will richly bless you, if only you fully obey the Lord your God and are careful to follow all these commands I am giving you today.

In a time where the average tax payer has $146,194 in personal debt, we likely can’t fathom letting go of our debt. We carry it around with us like a security blanket. We nurse it along, adding to it all along the journey. Instead of living at or below our means, we live above our means…by an average of $146,194! 

Yet, if our world had continued along the path God laid out for us through Moses, not only would our accumulated debt have evaporated every seven years, but there would be super-poor or super-rich, because we would all be in the same boat. The rich wouldn’t be able to just keep getting richer by charging the borrower interest for an eternity, because that debt would be relieved after seven years. The poor wouldn’t continue getting poorer just because, unlike today’s culture, that poor man wouldn’t have been set off into a rapid downward spiral because he lost his job or he made a bad investment.

6. For the Lord your God will bless you as he has promised, and you will lend to many nations but will borrow from none. You will rule over many nations but none will rule over you.

Lend to others but borrow from no other nations???? Certainly the U.S. isn’t hearing that right. Surely, God didn’t really mean that????

When we owe money to others, they have the power and we have given that power up. Period.

7-8. If there is a poor man among your brothers in any of the towns of the land that the Lord your God is giving you, do not be hardhearted or tightfisted toward your poor brother. Rather be openhanded and freely lend him whatever he needs.

This joy that would have come from living these rules God laid out would allow us to reciprocate giving with happy hearts. In our obedience, the Lord richly blesses you and I, so even the poor are blessed by our generosity and are no longer poor.

9. Be careful not to harbor this wicked thought: “The seventh year, the year of cancelling debts, is near,” so that you do not show ill toward your needy brother and give him nothing. He may then appeal to the Lord against you, and you will be found guilty of sin.

If we were living in a world that lived by these rules, imagine the freedom of living the cycle of debt-free living. Knowing that every seven years not only are your personal debts relieved, but those who owe you are also forgotten. Just like Jesus dying for our sins so that every time we ask for forgiveness, God completely forgets what we ever did to sin in the first place, such would be our mindset about money and borrowing and accumulation of wealth and of debt.

10. Give generously to him and do so without a grudging heart; then because of this the Lord your God will bless you in all your work and in everything you put your hand to.

To give freely of ourselves, our time, and our resources, and never hold a grudge or count that as debt–Wow! As God blesses you, you in turn bless others!! And, furthermore, in your obedience, the Lord sees and is pleased with you!!!

11. There will always be poor people in the land. Therefore I command you to be openhanded toward your brothers and toward the poor and needy in your land.

Whew! That hits HOME!

This is one of those days that REQUIRED research and digging into some of the truths about the situation our U.S. economy is in. So, although my normal goal is to read and share my own feelings on any given section of biblical reading, today my feelings required some back up!

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 76 reading: Deuteronomy, chapters 17-20

**Debt calculations derived from a shocking real time website: USDebtClock.org. I encourage you to check it out! It also offers world debt calculations, and state by state breakdowns, as well.

60) Resisting the Israelite Mindset

Today’s an exciting day! We visit two books for today’s reading: Numbers, chapters 14-15 and Psalms, chapter 90

“Wouldn’t it be better for us to go back to Egypt?”

How often do we think just that kind of thought about our old lives, the lives before we dedicated them to Him?

The thoughts and selective memories can be like an old, worn out recording, playing over and over in our heads:

  • Wasn’t life easier back then?
  • Wouldn’t life have been better if I’d have married him, and not him.
  • Wasn’t life happier when I still had all of those credit cards and could buy anything I wanted as long as I still had some credit left?
  • Wouldn’t it be more fun if I still did that, instead of this?
  • Wasn’t life more fun when I was still drinking…heavily…daily?
  • Wasn’t life more carefree when I was hanging out with my buddies, getting high, and just passing the time?

Any of these sound familiar? Everyone has their own set of “What If’s.” Everyone has their own set of Israelite Mindsets.

GOD Road SignThen, we were delivered, gave ourselves over to His will for our lives and now look at us: having to actually do stuff to lift Him up, having to make higher-caliber friends that don’t let us swim in our addictions or strongholds, having to make the most our of our lives. Bummer?

“The land we passed through and explored is exceedingly good. If the Lord is pleased with us, he will lead us into that land, a land flowing with milk and honey, and will give it to us. Only do not rebel against the Lord.” (4:7-9, NIV)

Friends, let us not moan and groan when things get tough. As long as we are in His service there is an exceedingly good life ahead!

The Lord said to Moses, “How long will these people treat me with contempt? How long will they refuse to believe in me, in spite of all the miraculous signs I have performed among them?” (14:11, NIV)

God already knew the answer. He already knew what was in store. He knew since before He created the world. He knew each of us before time began and He knows how we will respond. But He also loves us and created us in His image to do His will and live fruitful lives. He works miraculous signs in our lives each and every day. If we’re not catching them, we may have our focus in the wrong place.

“Now may the Lord’s strength be displayed, just as you have declared: ‘The Lord is slow to anger, abounding in love and forgiving sin and rebellion. Yet he does not leave the guilty unpunished; he punishes the children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation.’ In accordance with your great love, forgive the sin of these people, just as you have pardoned them from the time they left Egypt until now.” (14:17-19, NIV)

Let us ask the same of our Lord. Let us thank Him for being slow to anger and abounding in love for each of us. I thank Him for punishing me for my wrong doings, for just as a parent who punishes their own children, it is for the child’s own well-being and future’s sake.

“Your children will be shepherds here for forty years, suffering for your unfaithfulness, until the last of your bodies lies in the desert.” (14:33, NIV)

He punishes to the third and fourth generation, and He blesses, as well. I look into the eyes of my own sweet children, imagining the generations to come, and know that I am responsible for their blessings. I am responsible for making their lives as full of blessing as I can, as they will be for the generations to come after them.

The Lord said to Moses, “Speak to the Israelites and say to them: ‘Throughout the generations to come you are to make tassels on the corners of your garments, with a blue cord on each tassel. You will have these tassels to look at and so you will remember all the commands of the Lord, that you may obey them and not prostitute yourselves by going after the lusts of your own hearts and eyes. Then you will remember to obey all y commands and will be consecrated to your God. I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of Egypt to be your God. I am the Lord your God.’” (15:37-41, NIV)

What reminders do we have each and every day that remind us of our blessed life in Him?  This question brings us to Psalms 90, A prayer of Moses the man of God:

Lord, you have been in our dwelling place throughout the generations.

Before the mountains were born or you brought forth the earth and the world, from everlasting to everlasting you are God.

You turn men back to dust, saying, “Return to dust, O sons of men.”

For a thousand yours in your sight are like a day that has just gone by, or like a watch in the night.

You sweep men away in the sleep of death; they are like the new grass of the morning–

though in the morning it springs up new, by evening it is dry and withered.

We are consumed by your anger and terrified by your indignation.

You have set our iniquities before you, our secret sins in the light of your presence.

All our days pass away under your wrath; we finish our years with a moan.

The lengths of our days is seventy years–or eighty, if we have the strength; yet their span is but trouble and sorrow, for they quickly pass, and we fly away.

Who knows the power of your anger? For your wrath is as great as the fear that is due you.

Teach us to number our days aright, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.

Relent, O Lord! How long will it be? Have compassion on your servants.

Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.

Make us glad for as many days as you have afflicted us, for as many years as we have seen trouble.

May your deeds e shown in your servants, your splendor to their children.

May the favor of the Lord our God rest upon us; establish the work of our hands for us–yes, establish the work of your hands.

It’s not always the easy route to rest our faith on Him, and to resist that Isrealite Mindset while roaming through the desert, but that’s why I’m so thankful that we have each other. I’m so thankful we have friends and family who can help lift us when we’re down. That’s why we must surround ourselves continually with people whose presence in our lives remind us that there are better things ahead than what we’ve left behind. We’re on this road to Him together–just hang on.

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 61 reading: Numbers, chapters 16-17

35) Is the Lord among us or not?

Day 35 reading: Exodus, chapters 16-18Fredericksburg TX sunrise

In yesterday’s scripture reading, the Lord saved the Israelites from Egyptian slavery, parted the waters, provided them with food from the heavens for 40 years, yet they still grumble and groan and push the boundaries. Today is all about tests. The Lord tested His people as to their faithfulness and obedience, and quite honestly at this point and after all He had done in their lives, I hope I would pass every test.

The Lord said to Moses, “I will test them and see whether they will follow my instructions.” (16:4, NIV)

The Israelites were completely provided for and blessings were, literally, raining down on them day after day, yet they did not follow the simple instructions about collecting the manna each day.

**As an aside, I never knew before today’s reading that the word “manna” means What is it? but I got a kick out of that. So, next time my husband fixes some extraordinary meal that fills me, is delicious (the manna was like coriander seed and tasted like wafers made with honey–YUM), but I still can’t put my finger on the ingredients, I think I’ll call it manna and see if I get a reaction.

Then Moses said to them, “No one is to keep any of it until morning.”

However, some of them paid no attention to Moses; they kept part of it until morning, but it was full of maggots and began to smell. So Moses was angry with them. (16:19-20, NIV)

“Tomorrow is to be a day of rest, a holy Sabbath to the Lord. So bake what you want to bake and boil what you want to boil. Save whatever is left and keep it until morning.”

So they saved it until morning, as Moses commanded and it did not stink or get maggots in it.

Nevertheless, some of the people went out on the seventh day to gather it, but they found none. Then the Lord said to Moses, “How long will you (in the Hebrew “you” is plural, indicating that He was speaking the the entire population of Israel, not just to Moses) refuse to keep my commands and my instructions?” (16:27-28, NIV)

The entire Israelite community set out from the Desert of Sin, traveling from place to place as the Lord commanded. They camped at Rephidim, but there was no water for the people to drink. So they quarreled with Moses and said, “Give us water to drink.”

Moses replied, “Why do you quarrel with me? Why do you put the Lord to the test?” (17:1-2, NIV)

Do we all act that way? Is this just human nature? I know I test God and test His patience with me! I don’t ever test Him in ways that I am knowingly testing Him, but I do grumble and quarrel. He provides me and my family with  shelter and warmth, but I sometimes grumble about it’s size, or something that needs to be fixed, or it’s location.  He provides me and my family with food and we have never known hunger, but I grumble at the cost of the food or if it’s prepared in a way that I don’t think is tasty. I grumble that I have nothing to wear, even though the Lord has blessed me with a closet full of clothes to cover every season and every need.

The Israelites tested the Lord saying, “Is the Lord among us or not?” (17:7, NIV)

Friends, He answers: I AM!

He is with us and He is leading us away from the slavery and sins of our past on to a better life with Him. Like yesterday, all we must do is be still. Be still in time of prayer. Be still in Bible study time. Be still and know and believe and trust and build faith that He is our Lord, Creator, Provider, and Savior. Let’s band together and work within ourselves to quit testing Him with our direct grumbling and quarrels, and especially with our direct challenges. He is with us, let’s be still and listen to what the Word of God has to say to each of us.

Make it a great day,

Marilyn

Day 36 reading: Exodus, chapters 19-21

Happiness is…

I loved the post by the same name that Loving Proof Ministries posted yesterday so much that I want to encourage each of us to make our own “happiness, is…” list. Here’s Marilyn’s:
wpid-IMG_20120709_093527.jpgHappiness is that first sip of coffee in the morning.

Happiness is catching your kids doing something nice for someone else…especially when they don’t know you’re watching.

Happiness is a day at the office without any telemarketing calls.

Happiness is the first cozy fire of autumn.

Happiness is the first snow cone of summer.wpid-PhotoGrid_1341521352966.jpg

Happiness is when your grown children choose to spend time with you.

Happiness is getting to bed early on Friday night, AND sleeping in on Saturday morning.

Happiness is the days when everyone in the family is happy and healthy.

Happiness is when you go to buy a new tube of your favorite lipstick and your color hasn’t been discontinued yet.

Happiness is getting that first Christmas card of the season in the mail.

Happiness is the smell of bleach in a clean house.

Happiness is the day you start being able to sleep through your husband’s snoring.

Happiness is sore muscles after a challenging workout.

Happiness is hearing loved ones lift one another up.

Happiness is that one night each year when the whole family loads up and looks at Christmas lights.

Happiness is when the kids turn their bedroom lights off without being reminded.

wpid-74694_1778782753621_4097948_n.jpegHappiness is seeing loved ones genuinely love the gifts you purchased or made for them.

Happiness is finishing one project before getting distracted by another.

Happiness is being inspired by creativity.

Happiness is when everyone cooperates for family pictures.

Happiness is a clean car.

Happiness is feeling useful, talented, and productive.

Happiness is a fresh coat of paint.

Happiness is having a good hair day (especially true when you’re trying to grow your hair out!).wpid-tumblr_lv5jqdhSZe1qzxe50o1_500.jpeg

Happiness is garage parking on cold days, rainy days, or cold and rainy days.

Happiness is having a scripture memory verse come to you right when you need it most.

Happiness is getting stopped for speeding but being let off with a warning.

Happiness is taking the high road even when you really, really, really don’t want to.

Happiness is when technology works and actually makes life more efficient.

Happiness is hearing the perfect song at just the right moment.

wpid-257543d85ca566095ff1a6a0f2048a8a.jpgHappiness is having your cheeks start to cramp from smiling so much.

Happiness is paying the bills on time.

Happiness is answered prayers.

Happiness is seeing the countless blessings all around us each and every day.

What’s on your list?

15) Greater Blessings to Come

Well, friends, today is our last day in the book of Job. It has felt like a long road, but I absolutely love that it has a happy ending. We finish the book of Job today with further words from the Lord.

Today’s reading: Job, chapters 40-42Road Work Ahead road sign

“Let him who accuses God answer Him!” (40:2, NIV)

Then Job answers the Lord:
“I am unworthy–how can I reply to you? I put my hand over my mouth.
I spoke once, but I have no answer–twice but I will say no more.” (40:3-5, NIV)

As a parent, I know exactly what my reaction would be: NOW? Now, you’re going to be quiet? Now, you’re going to realize all that has been spewing out of your mouth?

What the Lord actually responded:
“Brace yourself like a man; I will question you and you shall answer me.
Would you discredit my justice? Would you condemn me to justify myself?” (40:7-8, NIV)

“Who then is able to stand against me?
Who has a claim against me that I must pay?
Everything under heaven belongs to me.” (41:10-11, NIV)

Like the old parental threat: I brought you into this world, I can take you out!

God made every creature, great and small. He made all that terrify us and those we enjoy to watch romp and play. God made us, as well; some of us are great and some of us are small, too. Some terrify and some pacify.

“Nothing on earth is his equal–a creature without fear.
He looks down on all that are haughty; he is king over all that are proud.” (41:33-34, NIV)

…and Job replies…”humbled” doesn’t even begin to describe his demeanor:

“I know that you can do all things; no plan of yours can be thwarted.
Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know.
My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you.
Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.” (42:2,3,5, NIV)

I can only begin to imagine how great and humbling an experience it would be for God to speak to me through a storm. For Him to make the earth tremble just to get my attention and make me listen. He is a great and most powerful God, yet so often He does speak in whispers to my soul, through His Word, through prayer, through the breeze floating through life, and I do not listen. Too often, I am closed off from His whispers because in my humanness I seem to want to test the limits of His grace. Friends, I don’t want to ignore another hint from God, and I sure don’t want to force Him to come to me in a storm because those kinds of storms or trials tend to bring human pain.

In the end, Job was covered by God’s never-ending grace and abounding love. The others were still put to shame and only forgiven and covered through Job’s faith and sacrifice.

After Job had prayed for his friends, the Lord made him prosperous again and gave him twice as much as he had before. (42:10, NIV)

The Lord blessed the latter part of Job’s life more than the first. (42:12, NIV)

Job lived a hundred and forty years; he saw his children and their children to the fourth generation. And so he died, old and full of years. (42: 16-17, NIV)

I’ve always felt that I would have a very long life. I’m not really a gloom and doom sort of person, and I feel that right now, at age 34, I am about 34% through my life. I am looking forward to living to be old, and full of years. And, I pray that the coming years are so full of Him that every year may usher in a closer personal relationship with our Lord.

Tomorrow’s reading: back to the book of Genesis, chapters 12-15

Make it a great day,
Marilyn

It’s Not About ME!

Spoiler Alert: its not about you, either.

Life seems a little overwhelming at times. There is so much for us to do. So many people depending on us. So many giving us praise or criticism. So much of our worlds naturally revolve around “ME.”

This is true for all of us, but the truth is that in my own life, I can tell a positive difference in ME when I am putting HIM first. When I humble myself before the Lord, He does lift me up (see James 4:10). He lifts me up, He carries me, He helps me act and react in difficult situations, He is my guide. He cannot be my guide, however, if I put ME before HIM in my personal list of priorities.

The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame. You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail. (Isaiah 58:11)

To put him first is like being continually fed by the river of Life. When we go to God first with our trials and frustrations, fears and doubts, excitement and joy, He fills us full of overflowing care and guidance. Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18) When we first go to God, we please Him and are, in turn, fulfilled.

How can we go to God first with everything, though, if we do not hold Him up and exalt His name above all others? We must train ourselves to keep God on our first proverbial speed-dial button in our hearts. If something horrible happens, call Him first. If something wonderful happens, share your joy with Him first. In going through the day-to-days, we can live in constant communion with our Lord. He knows all, sees all, and knows all of our wants and needs before we do, but He loves any opportunity that we allow Him one-on-one time.

The book of Job reminds us that dominion and awe belong to God (Job 25:2). Our human nature puts ME, our careers, our husbands and wives, our children, our friends, and even our pets and civic causes before HIM. We are told countless times through the inspired Word of God to hold Him up in the greatest light,and not to be so self-centered that the face we see in the mirror every day is more important than the One who created it. Do not think of yourself more highly then you ought (Romans 12:3),  but rather be humbled before Him and receive His blessings of grace (see Proverbs 3:34).

Friends, let me tell you, God has been speaking this lesson to my heart so I can hear it as well as pass it along to others. I have to remind myself continually that this life is not about me, that I am merely a messenger and teacher and that my purpose is not for ME but to further HIS kingdom. I have a lot of old wounds and old habits and I must remind myself to trust in Him to make my path known to me, to guide me and direct me, and to open my eyes to see and follow.

You were taught, with regard to your former ways of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self; created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness. (Ephesians 4:22-24)

To put off your old selves. That is a refreshing analogy for me. To shed my old life that existed when I thought I was smarter than God and independent from Him. I also like the way it is phrased in Romans, that we are to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God. (Romans 12:1) We do this when we realize HE is bigger than ME and that HE comes first.

I have a very fresh example of this in my own life. Just a few days ago I was having a great, productive day at the office. I work for our family business, designing and manufacturing custom and signature pieces of fine, heirloom-quality jewelry. Now, I pray for our family business a lot. A LOT! I pray for God’s hand to be on our business sales, strategies, craftsmanship; I want every aspect of our business to be conducted in a way that pleases Him. This seems particularly true in these tough economic times, as I pray for my family’s livlihood and blessings.

So, the other day I had a great morning. I even made a pretty good sale and was just so excited and thankful to God for sending this customer to us. Generally, I take leftovers for lunch but that morning I had forgotten to pack a lunch so I headed home to eat a quick bite and get back to the office. My husband was also home and frustrated with kiddo issues (when you have five kids, there are bound to be issues). He was venting and I was working hard to keep his foul mood from spoiling my awesome day.

Here’s where the freeze-frame would be if this were a movie: As he was talking, venting, and getting more frustrated and angrier at the situations he had been dealing with all morning, I had to completely stop and just pray. I shut out all noise and prayed, silently and to myself. Alone, I didn’t have the answers my husband wanted or needed to hear, but I knew that with God’s guidance, we could make a new path.

We had been down this road of parenthood frustration countless times so I knew so many of the negative alternate endings that could happen if I allowed ME to assume I knew more than HIM. So, I prayed a quick prayer for guidance and direction, for my words, actions, and reactions to be in line with God’s plan for me, and I returned to my husband as the action sped back up to real-time.

God gives answers. God gives direction. God helps and encourages. God supports and leads. God gave me wisdom that day to say exactly the right words to calm my husband’s frustrations, open some new pathways to help resolve the issues at hand, and allow me to get back to the office. The Lord is my rock, in whom I take refuge (Psalms 18:2).

God does not falter. He loves us unconditionally. He sees us when we are happy and when we are sad. He created us in His image, but we have allowed the world to come between us and our Creator. Today is a fresh new day, and every moment that passes is an opportunity to realign yourself with God’s plan for your life.

Make Him a priority. You don’t have to make a big show of it, faith is a very personal thing, but let me tell you, when you put the Lord first in your life, people see the difference in you without you even having to say a word. HE is bigger than ME, so I put my faith in HIM.

Dear God, Thank you for every person who ever reads these words. Thank you for giving me the lesson to learn for myself and to pass on to others who may need to hear the same message. God, please walk with me and these friends and clear the path for us so we can see clearly the path you have laid out for us. I know you have incredible plans for our lives and I submit fully to you now and am so excited to see how you tell my story. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

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